Tuesday November 11 was the day I woke up and decided that I really wanted a cosmetic surgery done…and soon. Immediately, I grabbed my tablet from
my bedside and started researching possible options for a new smile. I
concluded that I would be needing dental implants, and braces could not possibly
close the window gap that I have. Before I proceed, I’d like to give you
a lil background of my "signature smile".
When I
was about 2-3 years old, I had all four upper front teeth. Soon, a gap began to form,
moving #7 & #8 and #9 & #10 close to each other. One fateful day, I was
playing around with my siblings and fell face down. I lost all four front baby
teeth. Surprisingly, when my permanent teeth started to grow out, my roots had
a joint decision[literally] to send two teeth out (#8 and #9) and retained the rest, thus
leaving me with a very huge gap in my mouth. And because it was such a little gap as a child and having a gap teeth was sorta in vogue, I grew up with it.
When people ask me if it has affected my self-esteem, I say NO. If anything, it made me subconscious because I soon realized that my mouth became the center of attraction in that during a conversation, I would trace people’s eyes going to my mouth. This made me very conscious of the way I talked and laughed. But one thing it never did was bring down my self-esteem. It came to a point that some people would want to see my teeth out of curiosity and ask me to smile. Weirdos. Haha.
When people ask me if it has affected my self-esteem, I say NO. If anything, it made me subconscious because I soon realized that my mouth became the center of attraction in that during a conversation, I would trace people’s eyes going to my mouth. This made me very conscious of the way I talked and laughed. But one thing it never did was bring down my self-esteem. It came to a point that some people would want to see my teeth out of curiosity and ask me to smile. Weirdos. Haha.
So on
the 11th, I did my research and found Clear Choice. Did I know how
much I’d be spending? NO. Had I saved up enough money for this journey like I
planned to in the future? NO. Jeez I just got my first big paycheck in
august and I wasn't ready to dig into my savings. However, I prayed and went
with my gut. I set up an appointment for the 13th and went in for my
consultation which took roughly 4 hours. It entailed talking about the company,
options that I had, financing options available, and fitting.
Cool fact: I found out my teeth color is an A1-B2. Not bad ;)
Cool fact: I found out my teeth color is an A1-B2. Not bad ;)
Moving
on, I left that facility feeling ecstatic and nervous. Nervous that I would be
spending a NEW Car [metaphor] on this. Happy that I would have a better smile
moving on. The conclusion for the
cosmetic was for me to have a 4 on 2, meaning, they would extract my two front
teeth. And instead of drilling in four prosthetic, they would construct four to be
drilled into two holes.
My
appointment was set for December 2nd. Today!
Later,
Later,
I didnt even notice when i met you.. Lovely smile.:)
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